Supernatural's standalone episodes are at their best when grounded in reality. It is this foundation that allows us to believe in the Winchester's world. The use of local lore, of urban legend, or of historical text allows Supernatural to hang realism on a fantasy skeleton, giving us great and insightful metaphors for the world around us. We've seen that in cases such as the serial killer featured in “No Exit,” the Bloody Mary legend, and the very real town of Lilydale. The episode “The Things They Carried,” continues this tradition, weaving two realities into its text: that of zombies found in nature and the difficulties of soldiers returning to civilian lives. Through its discussion, we can also see it explore the season stories surrounding the Winchesters themselves.

“The Things They Carried,” is aptly named. Based upon a Vietnam story collection of the same title, we see Supernatural bring into its world the military issues of our current day in a refreshing way. Not only does the title refer to the items soldiers bring into battle in order to fight, they also talk about what they bring home with them upon their return. The Khan Worm monster used in this episode is a brilliant metaphor for PTSD and the struggles so many face when returning home from long deployments over the decade long wars America has waged. Stories often hit the news of former soldiers either committing suicide or of making attacks on others.

Bringing the military aspect into this episode also makes sense on another fundamental level. For the Winchesters, they have seen themselves as soldiers of a different kind. Those they protect during their hunts are seen as civilians. Sam and Dean adhere to some of their father's military training even now---and easily fall into military language when working a case. It's easy to see how the realities of military life can be a strong foundation for the lives the Winchesters---and other hunters---lead. They face some of the same difficulties, and as the military aspects of this case are explored, we can see how they apply to the Winchesters overall to continue the discussion illuminated within “The Things They Carried.”

Soldiers have faced difficulties post battle for as long as human beings have waged war, but modern war fare seems to bring with it a new set of issues that accompany it. World War I saw the first use of the term “shell shock” to explain why the veterans of this particular conflict reacted the way they did once home. Surrounded by bombs exploding day after day, combined with the heavy loss and casualties taking place nearby, many were left mentally overwhelmed for the rest of their lives to suffer what modern understandings label PTSD or Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. Flash forward to the Vietnam war---the last war that lasted nearly as long as the Iraq and Afghanistan wars---and we see the returning soldiers struggling to assimilate back into civilian life. Couple that with the anger of the civilian population aimed at them, and it isn't hard to understand why Vietnam war vets have often succumbed to PTSD through out the years. The behavior that took place then led to the post-911 reaction of citizens viewing their soldiers as heroes only worthy of our thanks and praise. It's seen in the various welcome home celebrations, the presentations prior to nearly every sporting event, and the constant acknowledgment of the military sacrifices of both soldiers and their families. And yet, we're left to try and understand why soldiers continue to lash out violently at those around them.


The opener of “The Things They Carried” graphically shows us the extreme of this as a solider has tied up a woman, hanging head down. She struggles futilely and is brutally slashed in front of us for her blood while the soldier drinks. We later learn that he was a returned soldier from Iraq, that he had killed this woman and then himself, leaving his young wife to wonder why and if it could be prevented. On the surface, this case seems like another example of PTSD come to full horrific fruition---that something had happened while he was over that that forever changed him and made him unable to assimilate into civilian life or return to his family mentally sound. She tells them, “My Rick, when he's home and good, I have to kill the spiders, ya know? Rick was a kind soul. He never took more life than he had to.” It sounds like a case meant for someone else---in the military or the police---rather than Sam and Dean until the wife tells them that her husband was thirsty and that his skin was so dry it bled.

It's this unusual attribute that tips them off that this is more than a war hero snapping. They are also told of another soldier returned home from the same unit starting to exhibit some of the same symptoms. It lead them to question that soldiers wife, Jemma, and learn that he too is as thirsty, that he's been staying out all night, and that he's “different” than the last few times he's returned from deployment. Jemma doesn't know what is going on with her husband, but she wants to give him his space and allow Kit to find his way back to home life after seeing what he's seen abroad.


While the Winchesters are sniffing around this case, they're not the only ones. Cole found out about this incident, too, and he doesn't like it one bit that they're there to investigate his friend. Kit and Cole had been raised roughly on the same military base, so seeing their familiar wheels outside Kit's house sets off alarm bells in Cole's mind. He knows they're there to stop a monster and he's bound and determined to prove that his friend---his brother in arms---isn't one.

It's Cole's insertion into the case that allows Supernatural to take the monster of the week concept from exploring the reality of military pressures and PTSD and give it another layer. It allows the episode to explore both Sam and Dean's stories surrounding the Mark of Cain---and perhaps give us insight into what the solution to it should and should not be.

First, let's look at how Cole's story reflects that of Dean---along with giving us insight into the Khan Worm's metaphorical existence as PTSD.

Cole agrees to help the Winchesters on the case---in fact he insists on it so he can keep to them “like flies on roadkill” and stop them from killing Kit. He knows they'll likely jump to that conclusion, so he looks into Kit's last deployment, what he might have been doing before he returned home, and why he may be behaving a bit more erratically than normal once home. Cole has connections the Winchesters simply do not---meaning he can get to Military Intelligence files a lot faster than Sam and Dean could. One file shows his brother in arms, Kit, storming a scene with his fellow soldiers. They're going into a cemetery to rescue a POW. It's the prison that the militants use. This location tips both Sam and Dean's interests.


In the video, the scene becomes chaotic, gruesome, and bloody. It doesn't seem like the run of the mill mission. And as the video shows, the ending is abrupt and frantic. Dean quips that it didn't end well, and Cole confirms. This video footage is a major clue, however, that there's something more going on than the simple military incident. Whatever happened there is now working its way through this particular unit, and Kit is the next victim on its list. If anything, the Winchesters now want to talk with Kit more, figure out where he may have been going, and get answers that much faster---before someone else can end up dead.

They follow Cole back to Kit's place to drop him off by his vehicle and drive off only to stop a short distance away. They know Cole's going to be the one most likely to lead them to Kit, so they follow. It is here that Cole takes on Dean's story as his own. In his confrontation with Kit, he discovers that the Winchesters were right. This isn't a simple case of PTSD or a soldier facing a mental break after a hard and long deployment. Kit has been infected with something gruesome and menacing---something that will change him and his personality in a way that we know PTSD can and often does.

It is in this way we see another layer of reality laced into this MOTW. The Khan Worm mimics the very real zombie behavior found in nature---most notably in creatures such as the Jewel Wasp, or a worm that infests grasshoppers turning them suicidal. It has taken over a host---in this case a human one---and forced it to behave in ways that will get the parasite what it it wants. In this case, we know that's liquid---water and such. Each victim it infects becomes almost a mindless slave driven to consume as much liquid as possible---violently if necessary. It's no different than the examples of zombie behaviors found in nature---and it is this reality that makes this monster all the more compelling and powerful for its metaphorical elements.


As Cole and Kit end up in a wrestling match, however, the Khan Worm makes its way out of Kit's mouth and drops onto Cole's face, giving him the same disease. It's intriguing that we see this infect Cole and not one of the brothers. Since the Khan Worm has been infecting other military, it allows the beautiful metaphor of PTSD to continue in a subtle manner throughout this action. Kit's problem has now become Cole's problem---something that we know can and does happen throughout military personnel at times.

Underneath that, however, we see Cole have to endure something that will start to change him as the Mark of Cain has been slowly changing Dean. He's now forced to face the monster that has corrupted his friend, and see if there's a way that he can be saved first before saving his brother in arms. Luckily, Sam and Dean have seen this particular creature before. A concoction of the Mother of All in her drive to turn all humanity into monsters, the Khan Worm entered the ear, twisted itself around the brain, and caused its host to do things by its mere presence---things they forgot doing later. It's only weakness seemed to be electricity, something they had to test on everyone. Bobby was the one infected at the time, and as they used more charges to force it out, they discovered that it could be done and then killed.

Unfortunately, this particular version seems to have adapted. Cole is put to the test several times, already feeling the sinister creature move around, preparing to take root inside his body. He puts himself in a chair and allows Dean to electrocute him a number of times. Each time seems to have no effect on the Khan Worm. It doesn't come out of his ear, there's no evidence of black goo oozing out, and there's no indication that it'll do anything to make it appear. Instead, however, it does end up stopping Cole's heart momentarily.


This is the moment Cole transforms. He takes on Dean's story of the Mark of Cain here as we see him revived back to life with a swift and hard whack to the chest. As he comes to and realizes that Dean's attempts to get the worm out have failed, he's finding the symptoms of this parasite to be all that much stronger. Without seeing the earlier stages for Kit or the first soldier infected, we're not able to know if this parasite “killed” its host before reviving them to wreak more havoc---furthering the natural zombie metaphor. We do know, however, that Dean died with the Mark, stabbed by Metatron fatally, before reviving as Demon Dean. As Cole is struggling to recuperate from his ordeal with the electrocution, he's finding himself growing thirstier already.

It gives Dean an idea. If they can't shock the monster out, why not deprive it of liquids---water or anything else? Why not make it sweat? To do that, they'll have to make Cole sweat. The longer they do this, the more apparent it becomes the monster infecting Cole---the Khan Worm---is trying to make him get the very things it wants. It wants him to drink water. It wants him to quench its thirst on anything he can find, and it will drive him crazy in order to get what it wants. Cole stands strong, resisting it. He stokes the fire up, he sits closer to it, and he endures sweating as much as he can in order to force this entity from his body.


But much as Dean has resisted the Mark of Cain, we can see that Cole is starting to crack, too. He's eying the water Dean drinks a little too long, he's watching the elder Winchester closely, and he knows that he has to given in sooner rather than later if he's going to stop the incessant thirst consuming his body. In many ways, the Khan Worm is taking a man that values heroism and standing for your country the way Cole does and turning him into a vicious and mindless monster out for nothing more than his own needs---in this case quenching his thirst.

Cole even asks Dean to tie him up, to make sure that he can't do any harm---and while the surface of this request seems rather earnest, his action in attacking Dean shows just how far gone he is to the Khan Worm's pull. It comes out clearest when he tells Dean, “I appreciate the talk coach, but honestly all I can think about is slicing open your wrists and drinking you like a fountain. I guess that makes me a monster, don't it?”

Blood thirst. The Khan Worm takes the layer of PTSD as metaphor here and adds in the concept of blood thirst. To commit to battle, to be a solider, it takes someone willing to kill someone else---all under the guise of duty. The Khan Worm, and what some soldiers in any conflict may succumb to, amplifies this nature and makes it one of blood lust, one where they become driven to quench their thirst for killing by spilling more blood. Here, it becomes literal as both the solider in the opener drank his victim, Kit drank blood from the store clerk he sliced, and now Cole wants to do the same to Dean.

This blood thirst also points straight to the Mark of Cain, showing how it has twisted Dean and made him feel some of the same things. He has killed before acquiring it yes---but he did so much as military do in the line of duty. Since the Mark, however, Dean has done so due to the insatiable need to kill. It's driven him to go too far, to relish in those moments, and to crave them again and again. Cole's experience here points to that very nature that has been growing within Dean throughout the season, becoming something that Dean will have to face head on before long.

And yet, Dean has also acknowledged that this is a chronic or terminal disease, that what he's enduring has no cure despite where they've looked. He admonishes Sam for looking at the same slew of websites, for poking around for answers they've not been able to find, and for grasping at straws. It makes his interactions with Cole seem contradictory in response, then. Cole, convinced that he will go the way his father went---Dean Winchester killing him for becoming a monster---tries to get Dean to promise to be the one to actually do it.


Dean tells him, instead, “That road? That means giving up. If you think that's where your headed, then you've got it ass backwards. You're gonna fight, harder then you ever have. You understand. ” This points to a truth that Dean needs to hear just as much. As much as Sam wants to save him, Dean has to want to be saved. He's expressed that he wants the Mark gone, that he wants its power removed from him, but since learning there is no cure, after chasing after answers they can't find, Dean has also stepped back from that. In part, this is to reclaim his life from the drumbeat of a disease he feels he can't beat. And yet, as we see him help Cole face down this monster threatening to kill him and take Dean with him, we see Dean also come to the realization that he does indeed want to be saved.

As Dean finally faces down Cole, as he's finally falling totally to the Khan Worm's thirst, we see him manage to shove the solider aside and the Khan Worm fall to the floor, ready to be stomped out. Cole has been saved---and in doing so may have given Dean even more reason to find a way to save himself.

But Cole's story also points out Sam's story.

In the beginning, when we see him first confront Sam and Dean, he's desperate to stop them from killing Kit. He knows they'll do it. Both brothers try and tell him that it's not Kit anymore, that the monster that is walking around doing these things---killing clerks at convenience stores for instance---isn't the hero that Cole wants to save. He's not that anymore. He's something sinister and deadly. “It's the job,” Dean tells him. This is business, not personal. And yet, it is deeply personal for both brothers in ways they will not fully understand until the case concludes.

Cole is determined that they'll try everything they can first. They'll find out what really happened---the video shows somewhat what went down in the mission. They'll track Kit down not to kill him, but to talk to him. They'll figure out, if there is a case here, how to stop it without killing him. Cole tells them, “Look I know what you two are thinking, but we are not going hunt my best friend, who happens to be a frickin' war hero by the way. We are going to find him, and that's the difference.” To Cole, Kit is as much a victim as anyone else connected to these events. It doesn't matter if he's the one committing these atrocities. Instead of simply killing him, they should help him and listen to him.



In this way, we see Sam exhibiting much of the same things surrounding Dean. At the start of the case, we see him looking into more information on Cain, on the Mark, and anything they may have missed. He's desperate to find something they haven't already, anything that might help his brother. He won't give up hope no matter what. Even when Dean confronts him about his not so sneaky searching, Sam does not waver. There has to be something they just didn't find out there, something that he can use to save Dean from this. He will not rest until he's done so.

Cole also wants to protect Kit from what these hunters will do to him, so he tries to mislead them. He will go after Kit alone, confront his brother in arms without the two “machete brothers” waiting to slice and dice his friend, and find out the truth. He'll learn if Sam and Dean were right, and find a way to help Kit. To contemplate any other answer is to do a disservice to his friend. Cole won't stand by and allow that. And even when it gets him infected, Cole is still trying to find a way to save Kit. He does so in part to show his solidarity with his fellow soldier, feeling he deserves far more than being put down.

If they can save Cole, why can't they save Kit? As Sam is sent back to keep tabs on Kit, talk with his wife Jemma, and wait for the soldier to return home, Cole keeps questioning if they'll be able to do the same thing for Kit. Cole is determined and desperate. Even though he's facing his own monstrous infection, even though he's consumed by its own blood lust and its unquenchable thirst, he's as consumed with his concern for his friend. Kit must be saved. It is priority number one.

And yet, we are shown a possible foreshadow in the confrontation between Sam and Kit. Sam is there to protect Jemma as soon as Kit arrives. He attacks his wife, going after her to slice her throat and drink her the way he did the clerk. Kit's so far gone to the monster at this stage that he isn't even mentally there in his physical body---his zombification is nearly completed. He's succumbed fully to its drives---calling again towards the MOTW metaphor of PTSD and the seasonal metaphor of the Mark of Cain---and now he must be stopped. Luckily for Jemma, Sam is there to whack Kit in the back of the head to perhaps buy some time for Cole and Dean to find a cure and for Sam to talk to Jemma.


This conversation gives Sam some food for thought, too. In it, he's forced to see his situation with Dean through another's eyes. He's coming to a dark conclusion, one that he's been greatly trying to avoid. Since Dean's death at the hands of Metatron and his revival as a demon---and since Sam cured him---Sam has been trying to do what he couldn't in the season three closer “No Rest for the Wicked.” He's moving mountains to save his brother. He's doing whatever it takes to stop the Mark's advance. He stopped them from hunting briefly, he made the first few kills when they resumed, and he's physically pulled Dean away from potential victims such as Metatron to keep the Mark from exacting its dark prices. Sam has also convinced his brother to reclaim his life by doing what they do, to replace the Mark's bad with the good of the family business.

However, as he listens to Jemma's horror on seeing what was happening with Kit---and explaining to her that it wasn't her husband anymore, we see Sam start to crack. He is reliving his worst nightmare---one that truly began in the horrors of the Mystery Spot---and he isn't certain that he'll be able to stop it this time as he was unable to stop it then. What if Dean is too far gone to the Mark? What if he is too corrupted by its presence on his arm? What if there truly is no new answer out there that will give them the ability to stop the Mark from destroying Dean?

Sam has been aware of these issues since he brought Dean back from being a demon. He knows its something that could happen. It's one reason why he's been stuck to Dean, facing everything alongside his brother steadfastly, and has been driven to push harder to find answers more than ever before. It is in this confrontation, however, that Sam is first facing the fact head on that he may lose. He may not be able to save his brother as badly as he wants to. Much as he told Cole to prepare for Kit's change, that it may be far too late, Sam, too, must acknowledge the same truth in regards to his very own brother---following his brother's advice that, “there's always that-that point where we have to face the truth, right? Even if we don't like it. Well truth is, there's no way around this.”


As Kit revives from his knockout, he quickly makes his attack. He ends up pinning Sam down to the floor, choking him. The gun is knocked aside, and Sam struggles to breathe and keep the Khan Worm from claiming him as its next victim. Much as the Khan Worm reflects Dean's Mark in Cole, the Khan Worm trying to claim Sam here reflects the dark prophecy Cain gave to Dean about killing his brother----and turning it perhaps on its head. The brother to commit fratricide may not be the one possessing the Mark of Cain. The moment that Sam reclaims his gun and points, shooting Kit between the eyes is the moment Sam knows that he may have to do the same to his brother to stop him from succumbing to the Mark fully.

As Sam and Dean discuss the end of the case, and Dean quietly admits to Sam that you can't save them all, we see Sam's reaction. He is shattered by not only his failure at saving Kit---he's facing the ultimate nightmare anew of not saving his brother. However, as we watched Cole's transformation complete itself upon the event of his heart stoppage---and know that Demon Dean emerged after Metatron's stabbing---we're left to wonder if perhaps this is the answer. Is killing Dean the final destination on Sam's road? Is this how he will stop his brother from falling to the Mark of Cain's evil---perhaps in a desperate moment to save himself as he had to from Kit?

This brings us back to the reality foundation this episode built its structure upon. In it, we saw the issues of military PTSD, of soldier violence, and of soldier suicide brought out. These issues were present and had great weight within in the story---and more importantly made us think and talk about them. It gave us awareness of their existence. If, perhaps, instead of putting soldiers on wait lists for the VA, or of waiting until the tragedy has occurred we talk about these things, maybe we can stop them from happening at all. Perhaps we can save lives if we address them, face them, and realize they do exist. Rather than hiding from them or simply white washing the military experience with fancy parades or ceremonies, we can finally do something about these things if we actually do the real work necessary to make our soldier's lives easier.


Just as the Mark of Cain, too, works like the zombie parasite the Khan Worm, Sam must not allow it to further infect his brother---or infect him adjacently. If he should see it as he saw the Khan Worm, he will inevitably fall to its corruption, too. While Sam may not be directly impacted---he, after all, cannot bear the Mark---he can, however, be pushed to do things he wouldn't otherwise due to it. Sam will have to fight hard against his own dark prophecy---one that has haunted him since at least the Mystery Spot. He will have to resist the urge to allow the Mark to corner him or to make him do the unthinkable. In many ways, he will have to resist simply because that may be the very thing the Mark wants---after all, it can break free much faster if Dean dies. In others, he'll have to resist for his own sanity---adopting perhaps Dean's old mantra of saving his brother rather than killing him.

Perhaps, it should mean that Sam doesn't give up---and that when our own lives become hard, we shouldn't, either. Perhaps it means Sam should “fight harder than you ever have.”

After all, it's the only way that he and Dean will win against the Mark of Cain.

Has this episode made you more willing to talk about the issues facing the military---or that of Jared's "Always Keep Fighting" campaign? If so, why?

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sugarhi15
# sugarhi15 2015-03-23 21:52
Thank you once again for such a thought provoking analysis. I love your take on this episode and I am in full agreement. But I also saw this episode from another angle as well. I thought I might share and see what your thoughts on it might be ;)

Like you , I too think that The Things They Carried is so much more than a typical MOTW episode. It ties into the theme that Carver has started two years ago, the fight against the boys’ inner monster. I love how each and every episode of the season has flowed into each other giving us such an amazing story of courage, strength and love. This episode is another heart wrenching chapter in this amazing story.
Jared had given an interview recently in his campaign to always keep fighting and in that interview he said that Sam was suffering through depression during S8. As I have been re-watching s8 with a clearer understanding, I can see in each and every episode that Sam has indeed been suffering from severe depression. I saw it from the very first scene, where we see him despondently leaving the world he clung to as an escape from the horror and loss that was his life. We see his longing and his sadness as he approaches the cabin, knowing full well it will be empty with only the memories that it left behind. For a moment, we saw a sparkle in Sam’s eyes and a smile on his face as he embraces his brother who he believed to be dead for a year, only to be replaced by sadness and guilt and his belief that he once again has failed his brother. With each dig by Dean, Sam begins to sink deeper into that pit of despair, but it’s after hearing his brother tell him that Benny was more of a brother than he had ever been, and soon after learning that his brother would hurt him by leading him to believe what happened to Jess happened again to Amelia, and all to protect a vampire, it’s from that moment on, Sam’s monster had reawakened and regained its strength. This wasn’t done purposely. Dean’s anger wasn’t even with Sam. As we learned in A Little Slice of Kevin, Dean believed that he failed Cas and he believed he had left Cas in Purgatory. Dean’s anger was with himself, but he deflected it onto Sam. Dean’s building up of Benny, well that was as much Dean living in a fantasy world, as Sam had lived with Amelia.

Sam’s monster, his belief that he failed his brother almost destroyed Sam, as we saw in Sacrifice. Sam would rather die than fail his brother again. It’s why he took on the trials, to atone to Dean for disappointing him. He can make it right. He can give Dean the world he wants, and then Dean will be proud of him. Sam just doesn’t seem to be able to see that the world Dean wants has Sam in it. Dean promises Sam that no one come before him, not now, not ever and for a moment, Sam’s monster is seemingly put down. But unfortunately again, the monster is awakened in s9 when Sam finds out what Dean did, but more importantly, that Dean lied. Sam’s belief that Dean trusted him is shattered and Sam is back to believing that Dean didn’t mean what he said, that he saved Sam not because Sam matters, but because Dean doesn’t want to be alone. Once again, Sam is under the impression that he is nothing more than Dean’s failure of brother. Now Sam was drowning from guilt and pain and hurt and anger due to his part in killing Kevin, so it took Sam some time to forgive Dean for the lies, but he did. And never for a second was Sam not by Dean’s side despite Sam’s declaration that he wouldn’t save Dean in the same way under same circumstances. As a matter of fact, each day that Sam’s anger waned, Sam’s need to help his brother grew. In the end, Sam was right by Dean’s side when he was about to face down Metatron, but it was Sam’s inability to save Dean that once again stirred his monster within.

Here we are now and The Things They Carried, reminds us once again of the monster within. The monsters that these boys carry . Dean’s monster has become literal and represented as the MOC. The thing he feared himself to become. The reason he goes to extremes to save his brother. The reason he needs Sam in his life, besides his love for him of course, Dean’s belief that he is in essence no good, nothing more than a mere killer. Now Dean has to face this monster, he has to find the strength within to crush it and believe himself to be a good person and not the killer he always feared himself to be. I feel as the though the moc is a metaphor for dean's own self loathing. It's why he was worthy of the mark in the first place. This it the thing he carries.

Sam, well his monster is his belief that he’s a failure to his brother. This is a belief he’s carried and held onto since s3. It’s had its moments of dormancy, but we can see now that this monster in Sam has awoken. We see it in his perseverance to find a way to rid Dean of the MOC. In Sam’s case, I think the way to defeat his monster is to do what it takes for him to save his brother. Saving Dean will allow Sam to see himself as someone Dean can rely on and not as a disappointment. Though Dean doesn’t and has never seen Sam this way, Sam still does. The only way for Sam to conquer this monster is to do everything in his power to find a way to save his brother…This is the thing he carries. As we see at the end of the episode, Sam is determined to do just that.

I think it’s going to be a dark journey for both brothers. Fighting monsters, especially one’s own , isn’t an easy task. I think that whatever griping Dean may do regarding Sam’s efforts, it’s important that he trust in Sam. Deep down, he may bitch and moan, but it’s something that Dean needs…he’s always needed confirmation from Sam that he loves him like he does Sam. It’s something that Sam needs too…he needs to do for his brother as his brother has done for him so that Dean can see him as something other than a disappointment. Neither is the case of course, but the Winchesters are seriously messed up and I think this is the way to conquer their demons.

I would like to end this on an optimistic note though. I don't think it will come down to either brother killing the other. I honestly don't see how that can be....dean can't die...he just turns back to a demon and I don't see dean being able to kill his brother, as he just turns back to a demon....the only solution that seems to make sense is for the boys to do the opposite of what the mark wants. I have no doubt that sam will save dean and in a way that's saving sam....I really believe the Winchesters will come out of this on top and finally be able to accept ea. other and understand each other and most importantly feel good about themselves and lay their monsters to rest once and for all. ;).....that's just me:D
Far Away Eyes
# Far Away Eyes 2015-03-23 22:48
Thanks for the great comment. c

Absolutely. Every step Sam takes post season 3 is in response to what happened in season 3---either in the Mystery Spot or what took place in "No Rest for the Wicked." Sam wants to save his brother, to do what he feels he couldn't do there. In season 8, when he seemingly had no way of knowing just what happened to Dean or where he had gone, he did sink deep into a depression. I think you nailed that analogy exactly right.

I have no doubt that Sam's monster in this season is facing the fact that he feels this way in regards to Dean---that he's a disappointment or that he will simply fail again where he has before. What Sam doesn't understand that the failure he shoulders isn't necessarily all on him and, I think, he may have to face that, too.

I agree. Dean dies, the Mark comes back to life fully in the form of Demon Dean. I do, think, though that Sam fears he may have to kill Dean in a moment of self preservation as he did while facing Kit. He can't let that happen or that situation arise. It's what the Mark wants, absolutely.

I have to say that what I love about this season is how personal it is. While we've seen them do the grand gestures of saving the world from Lucifer or the Leviathans or demon armies, we're seeing them have to face their inner monsters now and I find that I can relate to that almost more on a deeply personal level at times. It's not so big that it's overwhelming in its size---instead it's an intimate portrait into their psyches as individuals and as a unit. It makes them all the more human and real for me, I guess. And I, too, hope that we see the ending of the season come with a hopeful note.

Thanks again.
AlyCat22
# AlyCat22 2015-03-24 07:36
Interesting idea that Sam fears killing Dean in a moment of self preservation because he doesn't want Dean to become a demon once more. Sams idea of self preservation makes sense given the nature of the Cain and Abel story. Do we know for certain that Sam knows upon death that Dean will revert to DemonDean? For that matter do the remaining 2/3rds members of TFW know about Deans immortality due to the MOC? It doesn't seem like Dean has exactly been in a caring and sharing mood when it comes to this little nugget of information. Why? Shades of DemonDean perhaps? Is he in denial thinking Cain lied? Based on his response and how wrecked he looked emotionally after Cains death I find that hard to believe. If it's just Dean being Dean, I would think he probably figures that when things start getting harder for him to control he will just leave Sam at that point. How smart this move is depends on how fast the MOC takes control. Who's to say that there isn't a kill tipping point? If I were Sam I'd be sleeping with one eye open. I don't think denying Dean a piece of cake is going to cut it.
Far Away Eyes
# Far Away Eyes 2015-03-24 17:09
I don't know that Sam has come to the conclusion that Dean became a demon after death, but we, the viewers are fully aware of that. As for Sam fearing having to kill Dean in a moment to save himself, I kinda see that coming from the Soul Survivor confrontation more or less. I think he would much rather not go that route, either anyways. And absolutely, I'd be watching carefully if I were Sam. It's hard to say when Dean will become darker for the MoC.
Barbara Maake
# Barbara Maake 2015-03-25 08:14
Sugarhi15, I love the way you laid out the brothers' emotional arc. And almost all of what you say is consistent with the characters created by Kripke. If this were the actual arc we'd seen over the past 2 and a half years I would've loved it. But almost none of what you expressed has been verbalized by the characters, especially Sam, but even Dean. And unfortunately much of what the writers have shown us contradicts what you see as the arc. Season 9 went the route of showing none of what Sam was feeling, and had him act in a way that many viewers perceived as contradictory to your view. Personally I agreed with what you understood to be Sam's feelings and thoughts, because that is consistent with Sam's original character. But I had to do a lot of assuming. If you had been showrunner these past few years I would have loved the arc, because you seem to have a thorough understanding and love for both brothers. But I don't think that's the arc we got from TPTB.
Lilah_Kane
# Lilah_Kane 2015-03-24 13:51
Nice analyze again.

The actor of Cole has been talking a lot about how it is being a soldier and also little tidbits about that life. He reflects a lot the same to his character on the show because he knows how it is. I actually read in twitter that he became ill for a week because the scenes in this episode were so tough on him. Also why he used the nicknames although it is also a "guy" thing. I think it is a treat to see someone work who gives that much to what they are doing. So the real life thing was pretty close in this episode.

Also while I read this review I started thinking a lot how strongly Sam reacted that he couldn't save Kit. I mean he has lost before too and also like you said he might have been struck by it because it hit close to home, but also I thought about something else. I mean. Sam is being Dean's guardian, his rock and he keeps his brother going at the moment. But Sam has not smiled like he would fully mean it or well... Be happy. Also he is not talking much as his focus is full on Dean. Person in this state might not look after himself. People have said that Sam seems distant, also pale, tired and also having that huge reaction to failure like it would be the end of the world. The more I thought back the episodes and this I was more and more seeing that Sam might be also in trouble.

He needs to push himself forward all the time and behind that all he seems depressed and not even in mild manner. His reaction and this thought might push him to do really dangerous things. It might be nothing and I could be imagining things. But hey, worrying about both brothers is nothing new. :)

- Lilah
Far Away Eyes
# Far Away Eyes 2015-03-24 17:16
Thanks for the comment.

I've heard snippets that Travis was in the military himself, so it's interesting to hear how much of his portrayal did come from that aspect. It had to be hard to face some of these things even within a fictional scope. I commend him for being able to do that so well. He really did bring it to the screen for me in that regard.

I've noticed that about Sam, too. He has been focused on Dean, and I think in some ways he's forgetting to take care of himself in those moments. I do fear that things will only get darker for him as we go forward. I think they'll have to struggle through some things, and I truly look forward to seeing how they go about doing that. I expect that it'll be emotional, though! It has been so far for me. I've found myself truly connecting to Sam this season in many ways, and I worry for him for sure.

Thanks again.
E
# E 2015-03-24 13:55
This is a very thoughtful and in depth review, but I am afraid that you've imbued the episode with far more depth and meaning than was there; at least for me. I saw the parallels I suppose, but I did not feel their effect in any way due to the luke warm writing. So, Cole represents Dean's struggle with the MoC as he is infected with the Kahn Worm?…. Yeah, I get that, but why should I care? Why are we getting a heavy handed, metaphorical episode about Dean and the MoC at this point? Haven't we seen this trope already, on multiple occasions? The MoC started all the way beck in episode 11 of Season 9… we are in episode 17 of Season 10… that's 29 episodes pretty much entirely devoted to the MoC… so why do we need to see this diatribe about Dean and the Marks effects again? Especially when those effects are so largely hidden for the most part? And especially when Dean wasn't even the least bit inspired by Cole's battle with his inner monster or his success in defeating that monster? Dean was moping and hopeless before the Kahn Worm infected Cole and he's still moping an hopeless after the Kahn Worm has been defeated and remained completely unaffected by Cole's struggle; he learned nothing, did not change his tune and remains unaffected, so why should I care? I don't. The MoC story is the longest running snooze fest that this show has ever produced. You say that Dean is succumbing to the mark's effects? When? Where? How? With the exception of him being a demon for a hot minute, he's basically the same as he's been for years. As another poster put it, the MoC is a tattoo for all the effects its had on Dean. What exactly are the affects's he suffering from at this moment? What danger is he in? How is he a danger to others? None that I can see unless you are a demon or a dirt bag who asks for it by attacking Dean first.

And according to this episode Sam is supposedly inspired by not being able to save Kit to become desperate enough to go off the rails to save Dean? Again I ask.. why? What's the big deal about Kit? He was completely underdeveloped as a character and, with the exception of a fight or two, he and Sam had virtually no interaction with one another. I mean, did Sam and Kit even exchange five words? Sam spoke with the wife briefly, but it was pretty superficial stuff.. not really the kind of motivating connection required to launch and entire character arc, which is what I think the writers were trying to do, but it's hard to tell, because the scene and set up were so totally anemic and lacking in substance and depth. So, why did the writing spend so much time on Dean and Cole, retreading old ground, showing us what we've seen numerous times before only to have Dean not affected on iota by any of it, and then skimp on the motivating story of Sam and his bid to save his brother? Why wasn't the Sam side of this fleshed out more to show exactly why he was so effected by Jemma and Kit, enough to want to go do "bad, dark things" to save Dean? The balance was completely off here but I guess I shouldn't be surprised because the balance has been off on this show for years now. This episode did absolutely nothing for me except demolish the drive and excitement that Executioner's Song set up. If they are going to have Dean be affected by the Mark in any meaningful way then this episode should have been the one to further that idea, but other than retreading old (very, very old) ground and re-telling us Dean's already exhausted story through another character, this episode didn't do much except completely ignore Sam and the establishment of his motivation that is supposedly going to drive him for the remainder of the season…..well, according to TPTB anyway. I'll believe it when I see it and since I haven't seen it for the past three season, I am not holding out too much hope that Sam will get any meaningful plot development over and above the crumbs that were given to us in this episode.
Far Away Eyes
# Far Away Eyes 2015-03-24 17:35
Thanks for the comment.

I guess I'm going to have to respectfully disagree. I've found myself drawn to this season emotionally and I've rather enjoyed the intimate looks at the brothers throughout. I don't know where they're planning on going with the story for the remainder of this season or into next season, but I do look forward to seeing how things will end up. I hope that the show will surprise us both when we see season ten conclude and season eleven set up.

Thanks again.
cheryl42
# cheryl42 2015-03-24 14:36
Thank you for your in depth review. I liked this episode on first watch and really liked it the second time around. There were great parallels to the brothers stories and I have liked Cole's character from his first scene this season. I hope they find a way to bring him back in the future (hopefully without killing his family).
Far Away Eyes
# Far Away Eyes 2015-03-24 17:18
Thanks for the comment.

I'm glad you enjoyed this take. I also like Cole, and I think there's potential to do things with his character. I hope they don't take his family out in the process to do it, but I would like to see him more and see how he fits into the world of hunting. It seems that now that he knows about this stuff that he'd be pulled towards doing it in some way if just to continue what he may have done as a soldier.

Thanks again.
YellowEyedSam
# YellowEyedSam 2015-03-24 19:03
I really hope from watching this episode is Sam becomes more desperate and goes down darker paths. I want him to go down the paths so far his humanity and sanity is shrouded in darkness. By the end of the season, the cliffhanger, I want to see a Sam so far gone his sanity breaks in exchange for saving his brother. It'd make up for the lack of Sam this season.
Far Away Eyes
# Far Away Eyes 2015-03-24 20:14
Thanks for the comment.

Just from what I've written about this season and such, I think it will get darker for Sam as we go along. How? I don't know, but I sense that it's going to be a wild ride for the brothers. I look forward to seeing how that goes down and I hope it'll surprise both of us.

Thanks again.
Jo1027
# Jo1027 2015-03-25 08:38
NO. Don't want Sam to go dark. He already gets enough flak from the fandom. I don't want him to compromise his morals. He was right in his stance on the possession and I don't want him backing down from that.
Sharon
# Sharon 2015-03-25 12:26
Did we not have all that in season 4 ? was the only answer to Sam from last season is for him to go down 'darker' paths to save Dean so that rather than the character moving forward we just go back to the same thing.
Nogadamo Bhitia
# Nogadamo Bhitia 2015-03-25 00:28
I think this season of Supernatural has been splendid. Sam and Dean are finally focussing on their own problems instead of the world's. Think about how much the two boys have matured in 10 years. On most shows the main characters don't really grow up. They age, lose and gain supporting players, maybe even move from one part of the country to another, all the while staying basically the same.
Not Sam and Dean Winchester. Watch Season One then Season 10 and the change is incredible. What an arc!
Re this episode, I'm an Army brat and this show got so much right. I loved the 2 military wives because they also showed the courage real Military wives have.
And finally, that Khan worm is the stuff of nightmares. Thanks for pointing out such things really exist in nature. Now I can't say to myself, "It's just a TV show."
AlyCat22
# AlyCat22 2015-03-25 03:44
Suicidal grasshoppers. Ha!
Far Away Eyes
# Far Away Eyes 2015-03-25 07:21
Thanks for the comment.

Yes, one of the things I do enjoy about this season is how the main focus is on their lives and not their attempts to save the overall world. That story is also powerful and epic and awesome, but it's also nice to see the show focus just on the brothers facing something that threatens them.

I was really moved by the military stuff in this episode. I'm not in that world, but I felt it was a nice and respectful presentation on how difficult it must be for our military and their families.

And yes, the creepy nature zombies freak me out, but the more I thought about this episode and what this Khan Worm was doing, the more I thought about those examples and how freaky they are. It just fit.

Thanks again.
Nogadamo Bhitia
# Nogadamo Bhitia 2015-03-25 15:53
Far Away Eyes, I agree with you about this season. For a long time Sam and Dean have needed to get their act together. In the past they've been too busy saving the world or Heaven or even Hell to have time to really deal with each other except in the brief intervals where they are basically catching their breaths before the next big thing hits them. Now they have a home base, things are quiet on the apocalyptic front and they can focus on their own problems.
Sam, being Sam, is fixated on finding a solution to the MOC. He's always been the digger in the family, the one who roots out vital info. He's not going to stop and Dean knows it. Dean has just chosen to decide he won't find a solution, just like Dean finally decided in Season 3. We all hope Sam finds something this time, but Sam didn't the last time. No one should think that reflects badly on Sam.
As for Dean, He's doing what he's always done, sucking it up and getting on with the job. That doesn't mean he isn't shaken to the core, it just means he has found the inner strength not to curl up in a ball of quivering fear. He gets that strength from knowing Sam is with him, even after all the crap they've pulled on each other. A person only gets that from family, or in the military from comrades in the a fighting unit with strong bonds.
I just love these guys and feel so much safer knowing the Winchesters, and other hunters, areout ther taking care of all those things that go bump in the night.
Barbara Maake
# Barbara Maake 2015-03-25 16:29
I have to disagree with the idea that this is the first time the brothers are shown maturing and figuring out their often messy relationship. Part of Kripke's original 5 year plan was to have Sam and Dean focus on their own problems and issues in a more mature fashion. By the end of season 5 Dean finally acknowledged that he couldn't always play big brother, that he had to grow up himself and trust Sam to make his own choices like the adult he was. And Sam had to grow up, let go of his anger and confusion about everything that had happened to him, and deal with the consequences for his actions. These feelings were expressly stated by both characters in several episodes in Season 5. Carver essentially ignored all of this when he decided that Sam and Dean would go back to square one, and thus need to again "mature" in terms of their relationship. And to get them to this point he had both of them act very OOC so he could bring them to their low point as brothers. I wouldn't mind the personal arc this year if it didn't completely ignore their growth as characters in the earlier seasons, and if it had been portrayed more clearly, and in keeping with their characters, through their words and their actions. However, I do love how in another post you analogize their upbringing to that of a military brat. I had never looked at it that way but it seems like a very apt comparison.